Finding the Light

2013-07-18 20.25.41As I write this we are days away from the Winter Solstice, the darkest time of the year and when the sun is at its lowest point in the sky.  Not only that but the weather we are having at the moment seems particularly gloomy.  When I woke up this morning I really felt like I needed some light and without that much natural light I needed to do something to make me feel light, and that was to sing!  I have known for a while that singing makes me feel light and happy and is probably why I am drawn to kirtan so much.  It is just one of a number of ways that makes me feel light such as dancing, cooking, walking in nature, my yoga practice, flowers and creating something.  When we do something that makes us feel light we feel inspired, excited and it makes us come alive.  The quote on the front page of my website I chose because of this very theme ‘Don’t ask what the world needs, ask what makes you come alive and go do it.  Because what the world needs is for people who have come alive’.

It was a couple of years ago that I realised that my first name actually means ‘light’ and I have loved it ever since.  It was even more recently that I discovered that my middle name Elaine also means bright and shining so it seems I have no choice but to keep bringing the light in!  Through our yoga practice we can bring the light into our bodies in the form of pranic energy and get it flowing well to all areas.  What makes you feel light will be up to you and may be completely different to what makes me feel light.  It won’t be wrong, it is finding those things that make your heart sing and that you would happily leap out of bed for on a Sunday morning to do.

What makes you feel light? What can you do to allow the light to come in?

The Winter Solstice is a time when we celebrate the return of the light and with it new beginnings and aspirations.  So if everything seems dark at the moment keep looking for those chinks of light and let it come in and inspire you.

Happy winter solstice xx

  • Listening to our bodies







    ‘Listen to your body’ – a phrase that is used so much in yoga classes and I seem to say it at least once during every class I teach but how much do we actually do it?

    With so many distractions in our lives and so much of our time spent in our heads it is not always easy to stop and listen to those subtle messages that our body is trying to tell us.

    I wanted to write this blog because I feel it is so important for our own self healing.  There are lots of articles, books and teachers who have lots of advice for being healthy and healing our bodies but not all of their advice applies to you and what you need.  Many people give advice on what has worked for them and so it is easy to think that this is what you need too.

    I tried being vegan and eating as much raw food as possible thinking that this was what I needed to heal myself, but for me this actually made me feel worse.  I made choices with my head rather than what my body was needing.  Eating in this way made me feel tired, cold and achy and while I was OK during spring and summer as soon as the weather started getting colder I knew that I needed something different.  I’m not saying that a raw, vegan diet isn’t a good way to eat and I am sure many people benefit from it, it just wasn’t working for me.

    When I stopped and listened to my body and made changes I felt a softening and a warming to my body and started to feel stronger and have more stamina.  We all have different constitutions and needs so there is no one size fits all diet that will lead to health and healing.

    I have focussed on diet as this has been most relevant to me recently but it also covers all areas of life.  With a yoga practice we hope to bring balance into the body but we tend to do the practices that we like or are used to.  For example an active busy person might feel more comfortable going to a strong fast paced class but if they were to really listen to their body they might find more benefits going to a yin yoga class where they could break the busyness cycle and find more relaxation. This also applies to a calm relaxed person who might be feeling a bit stagnant and stuck who would naturally go towards a restorative or yin class but may find more balance from a stronger practice.

    The best way to really start to tune in to what our body needs is to just ‘be’.

    Try this 5 minute practice:-

    Turn off all distractions and find a quiet space that you won’t be disturbed.

    Close your eyes and allow your awareness to turn inwards.  Try to bring your awareness down from your head and into the torso.  Maybe focusing on the breath while watching the rising and falling of the abdomen will help keep your awareness there. You could even rest your hands over your heart or abdomen.

    Continue for a couple of minutes and then ask yourself ‘What is it that I need today?’

    Listen to the answer you receive – it won’t be wrong.

    Try to spend a couple of minutes each day doing this practice and see what arises for you.  The more you do it the more in tune and aware of your body you will feel.  This is a good way to start your day and listen to what you need that day – the answer may surprise you!

    Namaste x

  • Finding my voice

    file5181268512066Ironically this is a subject that I have been meaning to write about for a while.  I can remember a couple of years ago, when I was starting my yoga teacher training course, being asked by another yoga teacher ‘Have you found your teaching voice yet?’  I was a bit puzzled at the time but I think what she meant was expressing that voice within.  Teaching or speaking from a place of your experience and finding your authentic voice.

    I used to suffer regularly, and even now sometimes, from throat infections and I now see the link between these and not speaking out – swallowing my words in order to keep the peace.  I now see the sore throats as a way of my body trying to clear these blocked emotions.  Even this weekend I noticed myself doing it – not saying how I really felt so I didn’t rock the boat and to have a peaceful evening.  It is not about getting angry and shouting but finding that authentic voice and expressing it with kindness and love.

    There is no point in writing a blog unless you can be honest and the thought of being a yoga teacher a few years ago scared the life out of me, more than anything else- even spiders.  So why did I do it?  Good question.  It was an inner knowing that I wanted to share my experiences of yoga and let people know how amazing it is.  I didn’t want to sit on the sidelines of life anymore and watch other people doing what I knew I could do.  I wanted to express the voice within.  But I had to overcome this fear first of speaking in front of a room full of people looking at me.  I had to make myself visible.  I had to speak up and make myself heard.  The voice was quiet at first but little by little it is getting stronger and more confident.  I had to view teaching yoga as sharing my practice rather than from a place of authority and this is the only way to keep that voice authentic.

    So this blog is a new way for me to start finding my voice and maybe even as scary as standing in front of a room full of people.  I am currently practicing a new way of finding my voice but that is for another time….